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Sunday, December 23, 2007

I suppose this is just another dream log-

I dreamt that I was at my grandparent's house, in their backyard, which goes out into a field. I saw dirty, mangy looking sheep there. Two of them, off to my right were fighting one another. Another one in front of me by about 40 feet was just standing there. I started throwing unripened vegetables at it. Small pumpkins I think. I was trying to hit the sheep for some reason or another, but I missed it narrowly. I then walked towards this large pecan tree they have there, and beside it was a row of very tall tomato plants. The plants were close to 6 feet in height, and had green, orange, and red tomatoes on them. A couple of the tomatoes had begun to turn into pumpkins..

Then, to my right, I turned my attention to this enormous pumpkin that was growing out of the middle of the field. It had to be around 5 feet in diameter, and it was growing upside down, on a tall stalk. The stalk was like a tree trunk, and the pumpkin was close to 25 feet in the air. Around the base of the trunk were other large pumpkins that appeared to be growing into the ground, only the very tops of them were showing.

Then I woke up


Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Prison must suck.. I've never been, and hope that I never attend a prison session.. I'm talking purely on the aspect of doing absolutely nothing all day long.

Fighting irritation has been a chore.. and that's for shore.. or sure.

ArG!!!


Monday, November 05, 2007

Still fighting the pain from this surgery. It's kind of gotten a bit more annoying lately. It's hard to type when people are talking constantly.


Friday, November 02, 2007

Yesterday, I had another Tympanoplasty procedure performed on my eardrum for the second time in five years. The first time was through a diving accident where I ruptured my eardrum. (I was 18 at the time). After the first procedure was completed, it held for approximately 1-3 years before developing another perforation in the eardrun. So.. I had that repaired yesterday. I have 3 staples in my head, and an ear full of ointment.


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Dream of last night (07/25/07)

I was with a lot of people, it seemed to be members of my family, and we were at the base of a large field that slopped upwards. We were all eating, grilling out burgers and such. A strong wind started to blow, it seemed to come from out in the field, picking up pine needles, grass, twigs, and things, dropping them down, sweeping all around us. The wind became much stronger, actually picking up a pitcher that was around 1/3 filled with water, high up into the air, at least 70, maybe 80 feet, before it dropped again. The wind was strong, it would swirl around, and it kept becoming stronger until we thought it was best for us to all leave. We thought it was a storm coming. I was riding with my family, and my mother was driving, but she somehow got us lost, driving us through a dark forest, on a dark road. I thought I knew the way out, but I simply got us to a large white house, in another field. (my father started driving at this point). We started to see alot of birds in the sky, flying quickly away from an area of trees, into the open field. Then we started to see pelicans.. but they were black with red heads, eating the other birds. They were chasing after these other smaller birds, and catching them in their mouths, and it appeared that they were eating them. We all thought it very strange, and in the dream it seemed to provide a sense of darkness/danger/dread amongst us all. I commented on how they looked like giant red-headed woodpeckers, like the kind we used to see in the a long time ago.

 

Dream of Monday night (07/24/07)

I went to a friend's trailer, from the outside, it looked like my friend Chris's house. Once I got inside, the trailer was old, dusty, full of shaggy brown carpet from the 80's. Death metal was playing in some room. I was there to see a "doctor". I went into one of the back rooms, where I was weighed by an older man in a white coat. He seemed to be a bit eccentric, and a little googly-eyed. He had me running on treadmills, checking my blood pressure, heart rates, all sorts of tests and things. Then he gave me a prescription. He gave it to me in sample forms. At some point during all this, I was aware that I had been given like a book or a thick magazine that was filled with violence, or hate, or anger.. When I was made aware of this, the death metal in the background seemed to be turned up much louder. I remember in the dream, thinking that the name of the band was Arch Enemy. That's who it sounded like to me..
So the *medicine* that i was given was salmon in color, and the dosage was for me to break off a piece of the pill. On either end of the pill was like a perforation, or a cut in the pill to make it easier to break, but it was in the shapes of "s". The pills were difficult to break, but I took the first dose, realizing at that point that it was some sort of painkiller that I was taking. The prescription seemed phony to me. I then walked back through into the front room, and gave the magazine or book of violence to the person who lived at/owned the house. He had dark greasy hair, and I didn't see his face. The music got much louder, and then I walked out of the house. I don't remember what became of the drugs that I had been given.

 

Dream of Sunday night (07/23/07)

I was on the basketball court behind my parents' house, and I had either killed, or come across a very large copperhead that had died on the pavement. It was very long and gross. I went to get my father, to come and see this large snake. Its' skin had been removed from the body, and it was tied in knots. The snake had started to decompose very quickly, but it didn't smell rotten. I thought it strange how quickly the snake was rotting, or decaying. At some point, I picked the snake up to throw it into the woods, but it fell apart, kind of exploded. It was very gross and slimy. Pieces of the snake flew all over, and a piece went into my mouth. I spat it out quickly, and thought how it tasted like raw chicken. That's what it looked like.. raw chicken.



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